My hand tightened around the doorframe.
“Are you Randy’s mom?” she asked.
I nodded.
She hugged the backpack closer. “You were looking for this, weren’t you?”
“Where did you get that, sweetheart?”
“Randy told me to protect it. He was my friend.”
My chest tightened. “When did he tell you that?”
“That day.”
I reached for the backpack, but she stepped back.
“No,” she whispered. “I have to say it first, or I’ll get scared and run.”
I swallowed hard. “What’s your name?”
“Sarah.”
“Come inside, Sarah. Would you like some juice?”
She glanced behind her, as if someone might stop her.
“I didn’t steal it,” she said.
“I know.”
“I was guarding it.”
Those words nearly broke me.
I opened the door wider. “Then let’s see what Randy left inside.”
Sarah placed the backpack on my kitchen table like it was something sacred.
“Tell me,” I said.
She shook her head. “Open it.”
My fingers trembled as I unzipped the bag.
Inside were knitting needles, lavender and white yarn, a paper pattern, and something lumpy wrapped in tissue.
I pulled it out carefully.
It was supposed to be a unicorn. One leg was unfinished, the body leaned to one side, and the small white tail stuck out crookedly.
“Craft class,” Sarah said quickly. “Ms. Bell said handmade gifts were better because they took time and love. Most kids made bookmarks, but Randy wanted to make a unicorn.”
“Why a unicorn? He loved dinosaurs.”
Sarah wiped her nose with her sleeve. “He said you liked them.”
I pressed the unfinished toy to my chest.
Months earlier, I had mentioned it once while drinking from an ugly unicorn mug with a chipped handle.
“He remembered that?” I whispered.
Sarah nodded. “I think he remembered everything.”
Under the yarn, I found a card.
Mom, it’s not done yet.
Don’t laugh. Sarah says the horn is the hardest part. Ms. Bell said there wasn’t enough time before Mother’s Day.
I love you more than cereal breakfast.
Love, Randy.
A sound escaped me before I could stop it.