I heard the television.
I waited.
Then quietly retrieved my suitcase.
The old back staircase led from the upstairs hallway to the laundry room.
Mark couldn’t see it from the living room.
I carried the suitcase down one step at a time.
At the side door, I stopped.
For thirty-one years, that house had been my home.
I had painted the kitchen cabinets.
Raised Daniel there.
Held Mark’s mother there when she died.
Hosted Christmas.
Birthdays.
Anniversaries.
There were scratches on the pantry door marking Daniel’s height from age four to seventeen.
And suddenly I understood something.
A home is not walls.
It’s the story you believe happened inside them.
Mine had just become unreliable.
I opened the door and left.
Daniel was waiting behind the garage in his truck.
I got in.
He looked at my suitcase.
“So it’s real.”
“It was real before the suitcase.”